Take me!!!

Take me there, where no-one's know me.
Take me there, where I am still looking for a fresh start.
Take me there, it is only me who will do all.
Take me there, where everything seems strange but interesting.
Take me there, where I can again feel the air, place and the city is new.
Take me there, I feel scared to be in the evening and I feel I am alone.
Take me there, when the loved ones say you are being missed when I am away.
Take me there, where I don't feel this is it...and this is forever as nothing IS.
Take me there, where there is always hunt for more.
Take me there, where all people are new and I don't expect.
Take me there, where there is no issues in being silly,asking naive questions as I am new.
Take me there, where seeking help make sense as new to the place will obviously need.
Take me there, where memories are fresh and I still have the colors of people wet in my heart.
Take me there, where every day is new and every good things seems a blessing.
Take me there, when all unexpected are a lesson and this is how I will know.

I wish this place is here and the day is today.

Missing 'That Something'

Missing 'That Something'
I have been struggling for that something and I am on a hunt for it. It is not only me who is facing the same. It is my other half who has the same story to tell.
There is that something missing for both of us.
When we were in the grad school (Which is not long back we both left our well settled jobs to do something more interesting).
With bills to pay and college to take care of , with demanding professors, research to make it way through the conferences and a very small set of friends who were part of all the story telling of the days toll.We hardly used to talk to each other owing to be in separate colleges still we were together and very happy, missing each other nah!! we were always together geography never impacted it, there the focus was one , study and just get through this time with some real impact,there was no missing 'That Something' sort of feeling.

Now we are together, we see each other daily in the morning and in the evening, no we do not talk that much during the day times, we are working towards our jobs , we have our dreams to pursue and we are dreaming the life.
Still we are on lookout of that something which is missing in our lives.
The change from now and then is the focus.
At that time focus was only studies and keep our professor happy.

Now we are juggling with the focuses , our demanding jobs, our bosses, keep our friends and family happy, our dreams which we always wanted to pursue, our next short and long term goals, our possessions, since we are ending up getting a new grand home for ourselves, our debts, did I forget keeping each other happy too. I know within no time this list will increase exponentially.

We are trying to find a balance in all of these above and I guess we are missing that.
Life is all about it , change.
We have to learn to deal with our focus actually focuses and find a balance between all and to let know ourselves what is our top priorities.
We all have same time in a day, limited hours for job, fun, friends, relax, sleep and work towards our passion. So trying to find out a balance while we keep everything in order and happy.


PS: Yes, the picture above is me and my husband just hanging out there.