Thursday, December 17, 2009

I got a mail from 'Santa'

I just love this time of the year...
At this time everywhere there are lights, people are shopping.
You go to malls and it is flooded with different tinkers, knick knacks and with people.
Everywhere it is my favorite colors, my favorite colors are red, green,white oh blue oh yellow actually all colors ... so it is so colorful out there... and if it snows it is an amazing amazing experience.I just feel like let it snow...though the life just stops where I stay but I remember having best of my times last year walking in snow to target specially just to get Santa hats.
Do you know this time I was among the lucky ones in the Santa list. I got an email from him, he asked me my wish list. How it would be, if we just come out of our boxes and open
our hearts and be free to talk, express about our wishes, our love, just be like small kids and ask for it.Embrace the people, life and things the way they are and just be happy about it.
Spend some time enjoying with what you have,dancing, singing, dressing, celebrating... So try saying, your wish list to someone I am sure if not someone ...be your own Santa. Treat yourself , gift yourself with something pack it and open on the Christmas morning.I am sure I am going to get that something and open while others open what I get for them.
It is Christmas and what I love about Christmas. It has concept of presents and one of the most lovely imagination called Santa...

I love my present and would always like to live in that, what I have and I am now is the best, I could get as it is the 'present'. I would always like to open my 'present' with all the excitement and anticipation of what can be inside, rather knowing it before and I also would love to live in a dream called 'Santa' and keep dreaming for more, there is that someone always listening to us and If we really yearn for it he will definitely give it to us...we just have to really really yearn and ask for it.

So Santa is listening to you... keep wishing and dreaming.

He is there listening to you while you sleep while you are awake, while you are good or bad. Coming week I am planning to wear all red and white may be santa likes me more for that. :) and my wishlist is...Hmmmm!!! Let this between me and my Santa

Ho!!! Ho!! Ho!!!!

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Happy Day...

Today is a happy day...
As I could see a 4 yr old smile for I could meet him in the morning.
Today is a happy day...
As someone not expecting me saw me on the door and we celebrated her special day together.
Today is a happy day...
As I wished to god not for me but for someone other, who was praying and asked god grant her what she is asking for.
Today is a happy day...
As I could find time to do what I love.
Today is a happy day...
As I said "bless you" to everyone who sneezed around me.
Today is a happy day...
As I could return smile, if someone smile at me.
Today is a happy day...
As I could get up in the morning on time and say thanks for the day.

Thursday, December 03, 2009

String of thoughts!!!!

Day before yesterday - why do I need to write about every thing I am fascinated about or I find interesting or I feel is right.
No I should as then I will make my kids read it and together we can plunge into their mom's colors of life, since I live my days like as if today or tomorrow could be my last and if that is the case at least when I am not there I have something about me for my loved ones ready as a legacy.
I used to write a dairy since I was a kid, as a teenager.
One such dairy is utter embarrassment till date to me, as my mother always carries with her, wherever she goes to save phone numbers of her friends and she would write arbitrarily on any random pages of that dairy even in her social kitties (I don't know how she relates which phone number is of which friend of hers though). With first half of the dairy filled with my daily thoughts.
Like why did I get less marks I worked so hard or O' God, please help me to get good grades in English or O' God, I come to gurudwara all walking please get me kinetic scooter, Thanks I got one, kinetic can make a difference in someone's life and everyone should have one... Oh it was raining so much, It is so difficult to come to gurudwara on kinetic I wish I had a car this way I can come to you in any season etc etc and those endless thoughts in each page.

Now , such thoughts and my mother taking those to her kitty and if one of her friends ask some support for her housie/tambola tickets. She would confidently give that dairy to her. Even worse is , she would laugh with them and would tell me about her guffaw after reading my dairy pages.
Anyways
Yesterday's thought- let me stop blogging, I don't need to write and let the world know what I am thinking, there are always some set of people who would make fun of it and it is not solving any purpose. I will go and delete my blog from blogging world.

Today - I am in the middle of one of the busy days at work and like as always I am escaping my work by writing again. So no matter how busy or how trivial those thoughts are- I love penning them down.If not my kids atleast I can smile on them in my leisure times.
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No matter how busy you are, you will always find time for things which you want to do or you like.If you are not doing so please do, as time keep slipping from your hands and you would realise how days are long and years are so short and you would always remember those things which you couldn't do than those which you could. Whenever you do something do it for you or the ones you care and rest forget it.
With this ...
Dance as if noone's watching, write as if you can pour your soul into it, sing for as if there is no one between you and for whom you are singing, don't work for the luxuries or income but work for the purpose you are here in this world.
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