No I should as then I will make my kids read it and together we can plunge into their mom's colors of life, since I live my days like as if today or tomorrow could be my last and if that is the case at least when I am not there I have something about me for my loved ones ready as a legacy.
I used to write a dairy since I was a kid, as a teenager.
One such dairy is utter embarrassment till date to me, as my mother always carries with her, wherever she goes to save phone numbers of her friends and she would write arbitrarily on any random pages of that dairy even in her social kitties (I don't know how she relates which phone number is of which friend of hers though). With first half of the dairy filled with my daily thoughts.
Like why did I get less marks I worked so hard or O' God, please help me to get good grades in English or O' God, I come to gurudwara all walking please get me kinetic scooter, Thanks I got one, kinetic can make a difference in someone's life and everyone should have one... Oh it was raining so much, It is so difficult to come to gurudwara on kinetic I wish I had a car this way I can come to you in any season etc etc and those endless thoughts in each page.
Now , such thoughts and my mother taking those to her kitty and if one of her friends ask some support for her housie/tambola tickets. She would confidently give that dairy to her. Even worse is , she would laugh with them and would tell me about her guffaw after reading my dairy pages.
Anyways
Yesterday's thought- let me stop blogging, I don't need to write and let the world know what I am thinking, there are always some set of people who would make fun of it and it is not solving any purpose. I will go and delete my blog from blogging world.
Today - I am in the middle of one of the busy days at work and like as always I am escaping my work by writing again. So no matter how busy or how trivial those thoughts are- I love penning them down.If not my kids atleast I can smile on them in my leisure times.
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No matter how busy you are, you will always find time for things which you want to do or you like.If you are not doing so please do, as time keep slipping from your hands and you would realise how days are long and years are so short and you would always remember those things which you couldn't do than those which you could. Whenever you do something do it for you or the ones you care and rest forget it.
With this ...
Dance as if noone's watching, write as if you can pour your soul into it, sing for as if there is no one between you and for whom you are singing, don't work for the luxuries or income but work for the purpose you are here in this world.
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3 comments:
thoughtful write-up, we all dabble in letting others know all about ourselves, penning down the right words at the right place is a talent.. you have it.. so keep going n keep people smiling..:D
I agree with Chani.......it is thoughtful and sweet (your childhood prayers :))
You know........sometimes I wish I could be more like you. Mujhe bhi apne jaisa bana de :))
love
Harshi
Yes, I agree with Harshi and Chani too...........your thoughts are soulful and sweet and cherishable....And yeah, like Harshi I also wish I could be like you........so much energy, vibrance, happiness and laughter. (I wish I could have it!)
love always
mithu
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