Alone 'I' Stand...

There is crowd full of people still the loneliness haunts me today…




All the memories are haunting, not sure how and why I am so restless…

Have so many around me still the feeling of emptiness shakes me…

I can scream and I can shout all I am looking for that one someone who just pampers me and say I am there for you..

I can get mad with you and smile with you for all the same reason today...

I won't leave you alone even when I think there is no need for you to be with someone…

Looking for someone one who doesn’t have something more important than me…

Looking for that someone who thinks sitting with me or being with me is more important than sleeping…

Who knows I have not been able to sleep sound for so many days and I want to sleep happily thinking how beautiful life is…



Wish I could find that someone and call it a friend …

This Friendship day I am missing that someone who says Happy Friendship Day lets celebrate togetherness forever and is not too busy to sleep, train or work :)…

That someone for whom my comfort, dream and wishes are most important that today, tomorrow or forever…

Loosing 'Myself'

I am looking for someone whom I lost on the way in the process of growing up.

I lost that someone, just by worrying too much what everyone would think if I keep her with me.
I lost her by pleasing everyone and by making those happy whom I just cann't, and leaving those behind who value me as I am.

I wasn't sure what I am doing I was not even able to make everyone happy around me at the same time not making that 'somone' happy either. so that 'someone' decided to leave me and I was left alone empty but stranded  between strangers.

Someone rightly said it is very important to have right set of people around you. I feel it is not only important it is actually absolutely must to have those people around who understands you rather judge you end result you would lose yourself.

It was hard to give up those whom you ran after for last couple of years with time you lose the confidence of feeling happy in your own company or finding or making the best out of the ones you have.
Nothing would make you happy which doesn't blends with your nature.

I have no complaints against those who judges me infact I am grateful as they helped me find myself. Infact I don't even believe anyone is wrong but me. I was in the wrong train doing a different journey it was my mistake I didnt board it correctly.
Now that   I am back to myself enjoying what I am and valuing those whom I think make my life precious in every possible way  and I am looking forward for making theirs by every means I have.
If you really believe in yourself and you want to see yourself where you expects you to be you got to just believe in "you" and never lose you. There is always growing up, but never confuse growing up with losing those things which makes you happy.

·         What we believe about ourselves is what we will become….the possibilities we can imagine for ourselves form the foundation and momentum for what actually happens - unknown