Loosing 'Myself'

I am looking for someone whom I lost on the way in the process of growing up.

I lost that someone, just by worrying too much what everyone would think if I keep her with me.
I lost her by pleasing everyone and by making those happy whom I just cann't, and leaving those behind who value me as I am.

I wasn't sure what I am doing I was not even able to make everyone happy around me at the same time not making that 'somone' happy either. so that 'someone' decided to leave me and I was left alone empty but stranded  between strangers.

Someone rightly said it is very important to have right set of people around you. I feel it is not only important it is actually absolutely must to have those people around who understands you rather judge you end result you would lose yourself.

It was hard to give up those whom you ran after for last couple of years with time you lose the confidence of feeling happy in your own company or finding or making the best out of the ones you have.
Nothing would make you happy which doesn't blends with your nature.

I have no complaints against those who judges me infact I am grateful as they helped me find myself. Infact I don't even believe anyone is wrong but me. I was in the wrong train doing a different journey it was my mistake I didnt board it correctly.
Now that   I am back to myself enjoying what I am and valuing those whom I think make my life precious in every possible way  and I am looking forward for making theirs by every means I have.
If you really believe in yourself and you want to see yourself where you expects you to be you got to just believe in "you" and never lose you. There is always growing up, but never confuse growing up with losing those things which makes you happy.

·         What we believe about ourselves is what we will become….the possibilities we can imagine for ourselves form the foundation and momentum for what actually happens - unknown