No miracle happened,
nothing that I so wanted happened on it's own, it just didn’t…
Everyone should have
a right how they want to lead their life what they choose for themselves, I am
just doing the same fighting till I can, till I have a choice.
I am not feeling
that weak from inside, I am feeling as strong as a rock that I am going to face
it and will do it rightfully.
I am not blaming
anyone for this as this is what I chose, But one thing I know when you choose
to fight you get stronger than ever all doubts go away, you are not at the
discretion of the fate.
I don't see those
wrong who have accepted the fate either may be they are more happy than I am
may be my path is not right I chose the difficult one. When did someone say
what you most eagerly want would come to you in a wrap. It is upto you how much you want that to happen and how you make it happen or come to you.
If this was the way
how it is going to be achieved I will work hard for it and make my choices
accordingly.
I just am doubting
my beliefs, what I strongly rooted for.
Belief in God is stronger than ever,
Atleast he has given me a choice to accept the fate or fight… and I
choose to fight.
One thing I recently
heard - Don't Leave "ALL" on God May be he is also Leaving some
things on us.