Thursday, October 22, 2009

Ouch Moments!!!

As I walk through the drudgery of life and time keep slipping from my hands,bored of being busy, deadlines, writing prioritizing them, taking advice of smarter people,answering to my deadlines, aspiration of my career interests of why I am here, there is always something to long for .
That is also true that every morning I don't forget to do one thing - Thanking God of being where I am.Yes the days are taxing and definitely I am not there where I want to be, still the gratitude of breathing where I am, swiping my card to the premises not because I will get my pay checks from there but for the reason it makes me one step closer of what I eventually would love doing, giving me abilities of making my wish list into realities.
I know it doesn't work that simple we all have the former feeling no matter in what position and where we are, whether we are a student going to school, or a parent of an year old.
Life isn't always easy, okay, it's rarely easy. We all face some pretty big "ouch" moments just by being here and it's not always easy to cope.

I had tons of commitment at work, just wanted to skip, thoughts of 'this shall too pass' was just not working for me,I preferred running from it by opening my Gmail or accessing all the social networking sites connecting to all the friends for any possible reason, just wanted to give in or give up and then something made me smile.
It was the daily fortune on one of those sites and I really don't care about those automated preset fortune written by software engineer but lately I am noticing either they know me too well as it comes out to be so apt or just I am relating to anything but everything.
Fortune says :
Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged men who kept on working :) and I smiled I was tired and discouraged and thought let me achieve something so got back to work... :) for another hour till 3:00 am.
Next morning I couldn't make it to morning mandatory meetings, due to lack of sleep and again it seemed all boring and demanding again.
I felt like doing something fun, exciting and I had an urge for dancing one of the things I love, so started planning urged friends to hit some club on weekend for me need to dance and here it strikes again I don't need a formal party or weekend to dance, I made my dance play list connected it to my system all loud and jazzy again danced for one hour continuously and now work doesn't seem that boring I am all fresh and fit to stretch one more lap.
Ouch moments may happens on day to day basis in everybody's life but this is also true,
"Everyday may not be good but there is something good in everyday for sure "

Find that excitement and spark in your mundane everyday.