Wish it was like that and I don't feel a thing!!!!

I really don't want to feel a thing...
I want to run and hide and never come back.
I don’t know what is being happy and what is being sad...

I am feeling, the moment stops I just cry and these big tears sink me in..
I don’t want anyone and I want to cry and dissolve myself in sand.
I just don’t want to feel a thing.

Yes I am wrong, I am wrong everywhere as everybody say I am, others are right and so are you.

I am wrong, I don't need others to testify it...
I wish it was that easy…
I just don’t want to feel a thing.

I promise you I won’t come close to you
I wish I can do the needful...
Thanks for going away tonight, I wish this night comes again and again...
and
I don’t feel a thing.