There will be always something "old" in the New Year

“When you do what you fear most, then you can do anything.”

somethings and some people make a lasting impression, so does some lines. Somewhere I read "Years are short and days are so long"  

2013  

Lived each day in this year as if it was my last and made most of it.  I have been crazy juggling with many things this year, I have laughed to bits and pieces and cried to pieces as if it was my last day on earth still managed to hide it from the world.

If I tell myself to count the blessing of 2013, every day was a blessing and if I  put all of those in one it was called family. Without it's support  Work, Zumba, Bollywood Beatzz, Teaching kids, Dancing at Oregon convention center and teaching at local gym would not have been possible. I  "ALSO" did something which i feared the most  this year and it feel immense victory to do so... 

For me :

This year 2013 was about priorities and loved ones, year of learning. Life should be like a poem that it can be sung and remembered from time to time. It shouldn't be about you it should be about giving, understanding and believing in others but first foremost you have to believe in yourself  and enjoy yourself.  You should be able enjoy the art of making memories for others and you.

We watched a movie called Great Gatsby he used to throw large parties and everyone always surrounded him but when he died there was no one who came to his grave.  I have this fear too when I would need someone I wouldn't have anyone and I even shared with one and only.  somewhere i know I never ask for it as I have this fear of getting put down. 

on a lighter note.

Again one quote from the same great gatsby “Can’t repeat the past?…Why of course you can!” 

No matter how old you are now. You are never 2 young or 2 old for being a kid again or for  success or going after what you want.

I have this weird sense of insecurity when people doubt me and my work owing to lot of other things I do in my other lives out of work.Then I remind myself what I heard from someone worth an inspiration "If you have fire inside you, you will make it happen and you will succeed"  and I am living on these line every day.  “There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart".

Last but not the least learnt how to smile on losses in the last month of this year :) 

You should feel bad on loss but any loss that is replaceable and repairable you should be grateful that it is  a loss that can be repaired...

 Health , people, memories and smiles are the biggest treasures.